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a dream that takes many elements from Infante — which I am reading — a large black girl comes to see us — the first sight probably from a movie or something — she was laughing a strange laugh — a laugh that was not a real laugh — (where did this come from — I remembered this morning) — she was large but not fat — (a girl from a catalog with exercise machines) her name was Reisha or something ray — (race — Infante black girl exotic sex on my mind) — but when she arrived pronounced it roshi like a lisped rose— (what is the zen holy man) — infernal laugh
holy guide — tantra — exotic sex — (sex was not implied in the dream but <a> hidden message or something) — she carried a message which was repeated twice in the dream but not understandable to me — someone associated with her gave me a book to read — he mentioned a line which I never found so I just looked through the book — (coincidentally Kim just mentioned a cat in a Monet painting described in this month’s Arts magazine and I couldn’t find the reference — a black cat) — a book of visual poems and surrealist drawing — the poem I was supposed to look at — resequence <?> — L entered the dream — as he grabbed the book it tore — (it came loose from the binding) — I was very upset but the owner returned and said he had done it himself and reglued it — the poem he said was supposed to be read in a special way but <?by> twisting the page around something so that different words showed — the poem I then noticed was divided into grids — (the page — actually not the poem — not marked lines but embossed lines)
the grid
segmented pages
cut ups — the thing I had to twist around was my square (art work cabinet work — a good symbol) — I never did find the line —

2 messages not received
verbal / written — Babel — black girl fully clothed — in a sweater actually
Sade in her video (much shorter on stage than I had thought) — this girl was my height

ray
race
rose
royce (Joyce?)

there must be something significant in the name — a to o
(something of a Japanese element in the sound — reishi
roishi))
she
a message in a dream — Isis

black dreams
black legs exotic
erotic